Nothing more than this

I'm always out of balance in my life.  The only way I know to accomplish anything in life is to focus all my attention on something, eventually some other area of my life breaks down.  I'm still reacting to situations that happened years ago, and I still think about people who I've long since lost touch with.  Life keeps getting stranger every day, and I'm more afraid of the world than I've ever been.  One thing has changed however, and that nothing is more important to me than what's happening to me in my life right now.  I feel like that's all I need to be happy.