friday

get paid today, have been writing an hb8 for the past couple of days, she lives a little far though (alsip? wth is that). just wrote someone, an hb9 filipina. fingers crossed about that.

guitar lesson tonight, i feel really restless. vague plans to go out to the bars this weekend. what i should really do: stay home and check off as many tasks on the list below as i can, take care of some of that nis stuff for work, practice guitar, work out. prepare for next mon - start of boot camp.

i probably won't last, it just seems too hardcore. i have to finish reading for it too. this restless feeling won't leave me alone. i keep thinking of this hb8.5 that i totally messed up with, listened to the wrong people and such. they say a mistake is worth more than a success because you learn a lesson with each mistake. too bad i'm so clueless because i really liked this one. i feel like i'm changing drastically every day for the better, this change can't come too soon for me. let's just try to think next time before you do something stupid.